Master Helen, other thoughts by Helen Arase

I realized I haven't blogged since I was looking for lowriders.

Well... the short version is something worked out, I have a photo series and documentary and a Master of Science in Journalism.

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These are a few photos of building lowriders and cruising lowriders.

 

For half of graduation day, May 11, it was acceptable to call me Master Helen.

This was the only photo I took of myself the whole day... Laura Bouzari just got hired as a producer in Albuquerque, New Mexico.

This was the only photo I took of myself the whole day... Laura Bouzari just got hired as a producer in Albuquerque, New Mexico.

Now the real work begins. I need work. Not for the money (I do need money, because student loans), but I'm saying I need work to feel productive and happy.

I had a freelance assignment yesterday. It was kids doing arts and crafts, organized by Santa Monica's Kiwanis Club and Kiwanis International. It was cool to go out and spend some time with people who are creating and happy while you're working. I'm sunburnt now, though.

I've applied to jobs all over the country.

I'm just as excited to work at a larger newspaper or organization as a smaller one. I think all communities deserve quality journalism and people who are excited about finding the news in their neighborhoods. If you don't come from that place, you make yourself familiar and become part of the community so they know you're dedicated to being more than an outsider covering a community. 

I think it's exciting to move to new places. I grew up moving around because my dad was always researching something on sabbatical. These opportunities to move to new cities and countries gave me an idea of how different (and same) the world's neighborhoods could be... I was lucky.

Any time there's an opportunity to move, I'll take it. I tried to move away for college - twice. Four colleges is a lot of credits and transcripts to track down.

I loved Pittsburgh. I loved New York City. I love Los Angeles and L.A. County. I'm ready to jump into the next opportunity. 

If life takes me to Texas or North Carolina or keeps me here, I'm ready for a new adventure. I was ready to pack my stuff and move to the Mississippi Delta because I was so excited about Report for America that only needed one photographer and that was the location.

I'm ready, life.

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Sort of under construction by Helen Arase

It's hard to get your life together - reporting for the million stories we're all juggling right now and thinking about/actually applying for jobs - and try to stay sane at the same time.

When I get a second to sit down and do my resume I find myself looking at my website and it's like, "GAH!" I see layouts I wanted to change a year ago but haven't had the time to redesign the pages or start from scratch and find a new template that fits all my presentation desires. Or I have a stockpile of work I'd like to put up but don't feel that I have enough time to do it.

I hope I get to a place where my website is both pretty and functional (for the user and for me to update). Right now I'm not like, super happy. 

With this coding class I've been taking, I've been considering coding my own site. I also know that if I don't have time to throw up photos or a story in a template, I don't have time to code a website from scratch. That's A LOT of work. But, would be super rewarding. 

I have to code the cite of my capstone (thesis reporting project) anyway, so that'll be a good test to see if I have the mettle to code a 10-15 page interactive website. 

All this is to say, I feel like my page is under construction and I don't know what to do about it except kind of complain and slowly update it.